Here we go again?

This morning, I gave in to temptation and took one of the cheap pregnancy tests. I figured I have a bunch of them and they're cheap anyway, so what's the harm? Well it was positive. A faint positive, but still positive. I'm actually not too excited about it yet because of what happened last time. I also know that since I tested so early, it could wind up being a chemical pregnancy. I'm going to wait until Friday and try again.

I want to be excited... I really do. But I'm worried that I'd be setting myself up for disappointment if I allow myself to be. So for now I'm trying not to think about it too much. Steve said he's not that excited yet for the same reasons I'm not. It was hard for both of us to have our hopes dashed last time. Not really looking forward to that again.