Realization

My cycles apparently aren't as long as I thought. So when I had the miscarriage, I thought I was only 4 weeks, 6 days. But I was really 5 weeks, 3 days. I know in the end it doesn't make that much of a difference... it's only 4 days. But it feels almost like a bigger loss now.

Everyone says that Marcie will be waiting for me in heaven. I wonder if my poppyseed will too. Maybe Marcie is taking care of Poppyseed.